(have faith and hope)
Tired.
Tired of being patient.
Tired of pushing yourself.
Tired of hating your weakness.
Tired of repeating the same mistakes.
Tired of believing.
Tired of pretending.
Tired of holding back tears.
Tired of holding grudge.
"Holding grudge is like drinking poison and waiting the other person to die."
Tired of waiting.
Tired of expecting.
Tired of explaining.
Tired of giving.
Tired of keeping it down.
Tired.
in desperate need of a change.
but for a change to last, it has to start from small steps.
but with every step you take, you feel like stepping on thorns.
you thought/you expect with every change you've made, you can at last smell the scent of the roses, touch the softness of their petals,
but each steps you take, you feel the pain of the thorns pricking, stabbing your feet.
So, you doubt.
Tired.
Tired of being patient.
Tired of pushing yourself.
Tired of hating your weakness.
Tired of repeating the same mistakes.
Tired of believing.
Tired of pretending.
Tired of holding back tears.
Tired of holding grudge.
"Holding grudge is like drinking poison and waiting the other person to die."
Tired of waiting.
Tired of expecting.
Tired of explaining.
Tired of giving.
Tired of keeping it down.
Tired.
in desperate need of a change.
but for a change to last, it has to start from small steps.
but with every step you take, you feel like stepping on thorns.
you thought/you expect with every change you've made, you can at last smell the scent of the roses, touch the softness of their petals,
but each steps you take, you feel the pain of the thorns pricking, stabbing your feet.
So, you doubt.
